|Well I didn't think anything at all, and she kept talking aobut how she doesn't exercise but she is skinny. Not ridiculously skinny, but skinnier then me. Any way then after going out to dinner we stopped at the campus market and she got: |
2 pints of ice cream
4 king size candy bars, 2 normal sized
2 things of cookie dough
1 bag of sunchips
1 pack of protein shakes
1 tray of cookies
She talked earlier about how she missed her counselling appointment today, and my friends were talking about how some girl with dark brown hair used to throw up in the bathroom.
Any way, I think she might be bulimic, are there anythings I should avoid saying or how I can discourage her from buying so many unhealthy things without hurting her feelings. Any ideas?
I just really dont want to encourage her.
|Well its been a while since I've posted. Here I am. my second week back at school. Well, basically, I am still fat. This shouldn't be surprising, I haven't lost weight in years. I don't think I will ever get skinny, and should probably just give up and try and find a way to be happy with my body. But I am going to continue trying to lose because it is all I know how to do. So I would understand if you dont believe in me either. However, if there are any tips you live by, or things that really worked for you, please let me know. :)|
water, choc. milk (150), salad (100), apple (100), mocha (220), tuna kit (240), water, peppermint pattie (94)
walking around campus, yoga, pilates
|Hidden under this layer of fat is a beautiful happy girl trying to make it out. That girl has power; she means something in this world. Right now, she is being taken hostage by this fat girl who cant control her emotions without food, who can't free herself from her animalistic desires. She is like everyone else, except for the skinny girls. Right now I am vowing to let this skinny girl take the reigns. I will get up and move more. I won't sit and eat chocolate while depressed about how fat I am. I AM STRONGER THAN I GIVE MYSELF CREDIT FOR. I need to get back on the bandwagon. Lately, I have just been eating everything and not giving a fuck. I've given up on being thin, but thin here I come!! Even if I am not losing weight, I will do everything in my power to lose weight. Therefore, I won't have a reason to hate my body. I can be happy at the weight I am as long as I am working out and eating light, because then I will be toned and leaner and, most importantly, less "jiggily". |
|I'm just starting to write poetry, but we all start somewhere, eh?|
comments on suggestions to better my writing. all appreciated.
beauty in replicas
trendy in skin and bones
control in death
in shackles and chains.
trying so hard not to show pain
deep pain, open wounds
taken by leashes
controlled by conformity
lead to death.
|STOLEN:: See the original at www.highexistence.com/8-ways-to-be-uber-charismatic/. I just wanted to remember them.|
What did JFK, Marilyn Monroe and Hitler all have in common?
They were all renowned charismatics that lit up every room they entered.
You’ve most likely met one of these kinds before. The guy/girl at the party. They possess some strange quality that causes them to be liked by everyone and constantly at the center of attention. Their eyes and the way they carry themselves convey power and magnetism and you can’t quite figure out why.
Robert Greene studied these people and detailed the methods one can use to become a charismatic in his book “The Art of Seduction.” He outlines the 10 characteristics that make up ‘charisma’, effectively quantifying a talent you might think people are simply born with. Here are the 8 of them:
Pick a cause, a goal, a vision and live it. People long to have a cause to rally around — something to believe in. You need to believe in it so strongly for that it animates your every gesture. Be self-assured in every scenario. Show that you don’t share the doubts the plague most people. Act as if you know where you are going, even if you aren’t 100% sure.
Become mysterious (like Bruce Wayne) by being unpredictable. Don’t hesitate to act on emotional whims as you will only add to your unpredictability. Always leave something about yourself for people to guess at, never fully revealing your true intentions.
Think Gandhi. Live simply. Don’t be swayed by the ebb and flow of life. You are above being affected by the little challenges in life. Saints live their ideas without caring about the consequences.
Speak slowly and hypnotically, with random pauses if needed. Try to be the exact opposite of panicky. If someone calls your name, turn your head slowly. Slow everything down until your every action is riddled with poise.
Be larger than life. Act as if the world is your stage and all eyes are on you 24/7. Stay calm and collected while radiating self-assurance.
Radiate dangerous, rebellious sexuality. Be spontaneous. Hold no agendas and be open to anything. Realize that death is inevitable and act as though you look forward to the experience. Be seen taking risks for the good of others. Be brazen in your actions (Lenin walked the streets after receiving death threats). If you show the slightest sign of cowardice or timidity, you’re done for.
Have a soft side and love your followers. Don’t be too good for them. Enjoy being loved by them and love them back. Don’t seem manipulative or needy. Imagine the public as one person whom you want to seduce.
Develop a piercing gaze. Look in the mirror and play around with different looks until you find one that is powerful. Practice, practice, practice until the gaze is second-nature. When you meet people, look deep into their eyes while you shake their hand. Never look away first. Remember that your eyes can give you away more easily than anything else.